My name is harry gordon. i look like, well shit really, im 16 and my parents still think im 9. i have two sisters connie (22) and jessica (4) im the only male child and because of that im depressed. i have tried to kill myself lots of times, but all unsuccessfully, the most most successfull attempt was when i put jelly on my nose and then put it into the light bulb socket! it killed me instantly... i wish.

today i shoot myself, or at least try to find where i can find a gun. my dad (colnel terry gordon) has and old elephant gun but he's hidden it so i can't shoot jess. connie was sick all over my face today while i was lying on the lounge floor. she's an alcoholic. she will kill me if she sees this, great i better slag her off then, erm. she's fat and i hate her silly dyed hair and he gothic boyfriend has a piercing in the most inconvenient place, yes, nice on MATE! cheese dick